I'm SBJCT.  My name is kinda weird, so don't mind knowing.

It's a shame I didn't learn about IGNs earlier.  I went by the too many names such as Eimie Mignonnette, Sakura, Eyumi, No Body, and a lot of other weird pen names.  A lot of my archives were first published somewhere else.  You might have encountered those names in Wattpad, ABCTales, fanfiction.net, etc. (if my accounts still even exist, hahaha).

I also had many blog versions—the earliest probably around 2013 during my early stage of learning how to use the internet.  I'm a very discontented person.  I find it easier to create something new than fix things.  Thus, I have a lot more stuff than I could manage.

And I had a lot of time and energy back then.  I just didn't know how to make the most out of them.  You know that—you have the ingredients and you can cook, but you didn't know who you are cooking for and why you do.

My previous self only had time and energy, and perhaps talent.  I wish I could go back to my previous self and offer her the resources I have now—audience, some money, experiences, proven arguments to back her points up.  How I wish I learned all these stuff before.  How better of me would have I achieved?

And I saw that, as we grow old as adults, we get bombarded by adult-y stuff.

I just want to make sure my passion does not get obliterated by what the society thinks are important.  Of course, I know those are indeed important.  But so is passion.

We all have to keep our hobbies and interests alive.  We have to constantly exercise our soul.  We have to move.  The system will drown us, and we cannot do anything about that.  Let us have an anchor fixed somewhere, and let us bury that deep enough that, no matter how strong the waves are, we hold tight to where we believe we should touch.  And, even if we get carried away, at least we leave a mark.

I hope you find something useful in this blog.  Anything.  I hope something here can leave an impact on your life.  Whether this serves as a sign, an affirmation, or just a thing to kill time.

 

Continue to move forward.

 

SBJCT